How often it is we surmise, that life is like
fiction – if not more exciting? We could see comedy and tragedy is everything as
we choose. We read what we see as much as the reader will see what we write.
We are familiar with
Barthes or Foucault’s ideas like the
death of the author, and what difference
does it make who is the author? When writing one considers what is seen and
the words selected to describe it.
An autobiography being a story about my life, can’t
escape how I see and understand the world. The sums of my readings,
experiences, environment and etcetera will have an influence on my story just
as Judith Fishman noted that a story is a selection, interpretation or
restructuring of events and evaluation of it, a fundamental means of ordering
and understanding (1981).
We reconstruct our known past
through the filter of our present insights.
To ask the question of what events would I change
for the sake of a good story in my autobiography, is like asking how much would
I distort my life story? If it were only elements of my life, that I think is
worth a story, would it be better to write a fiction based on my life?
A favorite author of mine during my adolescence
period, Nick Hornby had taken this path with his novels Fever Pitch, High
Fidelity and About a Boy. In the novel there are autobiographical patterns: the
protagonist is a man in his thirties with an encyclopedic knowledge of
adolescent things from football and music records. Is a book deal about a
fictional know it all, art teacher that is scared to actually become an artist
in the pipeline?
In writing my autobiography I would need to balance
between the facts of what, where, when, how and at the same time holds the
readers with the sort of visual imagery that Van Gogh’s had in his letters and
the lyrical way that fictions are written. This is as far as I would go to make
a good story, that is by giving it a flowing narrative voice rather than change
the events in the story.
I would like to
end this week’s discussion by sharing a quote from the 2001 movie A Knight’s
Tale loosely based on the Canterbury Tale by Geoffrey Chaucer. In the movie
Chaucer played by the brilliant Paul Bettany being accused of lying replied,
Yes… Yes… I lied… I am a writer! I give the truth scope! (2001).
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